From A Dream Comes Enlightenment

  I thought it was the cold that made my limbs numb, now it’s clear that it’s from a burst heart of past experience. Heart is broken and not meant to be fixed; I’ve come to terms that the love i believe in does not exist. Though many argue that this statement not be true, I say that I'm the only one at fault so hear my words as they ring true. No blame can be placed on others for the pain that i feel, I am the only one who can decide if I wish to be healed; But broken and alone I choose to be and hollow and heartless are the eyes I have which to see. My Love is that of a dead flower, wilted and dry, with the loss of its beautiful luster. Who would possibly want me?

It doesn't make sense

  Right and left I turn and turn, all around I see hands push away. I've changed again and again, just to live life having no friends. But in return changing to adapt, I've become empty and cold.  I slowly cry and die more and more each day, Hollow and unloved I can only run away. Aware of life being unfair I survive with a cold dead heart and a life of melancholy. I was raised to care, and learned to share but beat down to be cold and alone nothing seems to work out in the end. When will anything make sense...?

Dreamer

  I had a dream... it wasn't about you. I had a dream... sad thing is it won't come true, happiness, smiles and kisses would lift my unhappy drift. Nothing is to come, Nothing will change, I'll still be me and you still won't see, what I had in stored for both you and me, But that's okay... Everything is fine, as long as you don't regret what has burned and left for dust... I had a dream... and the fire you started has finally started to burn all of my dreams....

Its All About You

  How do I begin, how can I start... How do I express what I feel in my heart? Should I say I adore your sweet smile or your tender touch... when its everything about you... that I love so much... Its the sound of your voice; when you talk... its the graceful movement in your walk... The way you look at me with your eye's... brighter than the stars that light up the night sky... Its like being in a dream that... Somehow came true... My dream began when I met... You...        

J.M.B. III

Haunted!

 Tears fall in my sleep, screams are songs of defeat, I smile so you dont know, my hurt i'll never show, scars hiding in my heart, toss it out, that part of me is worthless and gone...

Take on the world is to take on yourself

There are those of us who do not think like the masses and ignore others that are having a difficult times, few of us actually take the time to try and help our fellow companions. However there are those who willingly join the ban wagon and continue on with their grief and sorrows and try to take many with them along the road of misery. I can only simply advise that reguardless of any situation, top priority is one's self.  To manage and nurture one's selfsteem and heart is the only way to help those around you who need, seek, or want help.

   Those of us who choose to overcome our difficulties gain experience and learn to positively steer around most opsticals. We experience the proper way of thinking with our goals to be happier, better in mind and in doing so help others around us indirectly reaching out and pulling them out of the spiraling hole of misery and despare. We can only sucessfully help others when we help ourselves individually and learn what it is that we can offer others from our heart and healthy mind. So to better take on the world and upbuild others, we who choose to help must stay positive, patient, and aware of our goals when wanting to help others around us

Sad truth

  The world can only see you by what a photograph can capture, But the world will never see you for what you hold in your heart...

Somewhere...

A purple night sky, sparkling with a blanket of stars, A crescent moon brilliantly smiling upon

an open field of sweet grass. A single strong and lively willow tree bathes in the crescent moon, delicately swaying in the nights warm breeze. In peace and natural harmony this moment lasts for what seems like an endless moment of perfection. Along this time a women with such beauty comes calmly striding underneath the moon bathing willow.
  This women,warm and glowing as radiant as the moon, her hair flowing gently like the vines of the lively willow in the warm breeze.  Body shaped like an hour glass, molded by God and all his knowing of perfection. This is a treasure worth all in this world, for her eye's burn brighter than the stars, and having a smile so enchanting the fields move and sway for such beauty.  Hearing her voice is hearing all the stars and heavens ring with melody and song.
  This is what you resemble to me and only me, because you are my personal dream...

Lunar Pull!

    With hardened eye's, the young man looks into the full gaze of the moon, hoping for some relief.  From the beauty of the completely illuminated rock being his only escape, in another place at the same time a girl, a soft lonely heart, stands in front of the moon looking for company with comfort of the Night sun. Only to have both youths feel as fools starring at the moon in the starless sky and the cold breeze from the empty realm which they reside in...

Message In A Kiss? Or A Moment Of Physical Contact?

  A Kiss... how many types are their? what does each type mean? I've once read a clever outlook on types of kisses, a kiss on the forehead means I'll always remember you, a kiss on the cheek means I like you, A kiss on the lips is I Love You, a kiss on the ear is a tease, a kiss on the neck is I want you. The list can most definitely go on, then this thought occured, can you tell what another person really means or is trying to convey  to you through a kiss? Now regardless of where the kiss is: cheek, forehead, lips, etc. I think idealisticly that if someone was intuned enough to ones feelings and sentiments, that you would be able to pass on that very sentiment and feeling to the individual you are kissing.

(I.E.) 
   Your with a friend of the opposite sex, and your talking, sharing, enjoying yourselves more than usual then when your amongst friends in a group, and you relize through these moments; laughing, communicating, that you have stronger feelings than normal and you really want to show them that you have these feelings and in an instant you kiss and lock lips.  Do you think that after this moment of two people pressing their lips together that the other individual would feel what your trying to tell them through a kiss, or is it something that only happens in a so called "Perfect Moment"? Think about it, can a perfectly clear message come from two people kissing?

 ( share your thoughts in the comments section below.)

scourned

Waking up feeling normal, someone at the front, I know its the Devil at the door, ready to run always ready to run. Devils got a hold on me, I was born to lose, i tried to live and win, but the devil allways drags me back, for all for my sins. I cant be normal, I cant think sane, the only outlet I had left me out in the rain, struggling to cope, dieing to live,  this heart once made for loving and forged true now shattered living in this world. Falling apart waiting for peace, angels voices begin to sing, carry me home away from the ugliness, i dont wanna be apart of this place we call our worldly home.

Poetry

From the faintest of day, to the calmness of night, all seems to be right in the world. Nothing is set in stone,  No one ever really knows, but our destinations from our travels let us grow. Over and over we need to tell ourselves the path before us will only lead us to where we need to go. Our journey will never cease and we'll always discover new things, and so I say enjoy the ride sing to your hearts content and let your spirit lead your feet to whatever your hearts desire may be. JMBIII

welcome!!!!

  Ok so like i mentioned on FB, I'm starting a new project for my own well being and all those who need someone to talk to or just wanna chat it up. Anything and Everything you wanna talk about, I'm totally open for discussion. Ill give it my all to be as helpful and understanding as possible, but you gotta remember that I won't hold back either! Not meaning that I'm gonna totally talk trash not at all. Please if you have any topics you wanna talk about then by all means throw it my way and we'll get started! ;) Here's to a healthy mind and honest advice!