Saturday, January 14, 2012

My Breathe of Fresh Air, Meika

With an atmosphere fresh and real, that I've grown to adore, these fools cant even begin to see what they can't explore. I'm alive with a heart beating like a thousand thunder storms, I feel everything as you smile and catch my attention, making me forget about the world. You are who you are and I wouldn't change a thing, let it be thick or thin, I'm gonna be here till the end. Smile for me and watch me bring my all to your amazing spirit; to have a galaxy that two hearts can share. With everyday being a chance for something new to let us grow, lets shine as bright as a star can and fly further than any dream can go.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

From A Dream Comes Enlightenment

  I thought it was the cold that made my limbs numb, now it’s clear that it’s from a burst heart of past experience. Heart is broken and not meant to be fixed; I’ve come to terms that the love i believe in does not exist. Though many argue that this statement not be true, I say that I'm the only one at fault so hear my words as they ring true. No blame can be placed on others for the pain that i feel, I am the only one who can decide if I wish to be healed; But broken and alone I choose to be and hollow and heartless are the eyes I have which to see. My Love is that of a dead flower, wilted and dry, with the loss of its beautiful luster. Who would possibly want me?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

It doesn't make sense

  Right and left I turn and turn, all around I see hands push away. I've changed again and again, just to live life having no friends. But in return changing to adapt, I've become empty and cold.  I slowly cry and die more and more each day, Hollow and unloved I can only run away. Aware of life being unfair I survive with a cold dead heart and a life of melancholy. I was raised to care, and learned to share but beat down to be cold and alone nothing seems to work out in the end. When will anything make sense...?

Dreamer

  I had a dream... it wasn't about you. I had a dream... sad thing is it won't come true, happiness, smiles and kisses would lift my unhappy drift. Nothing is to come, Nothing will change, I'll still be me and you still won't see, what I had in stored for both you and me, But that's okay... Everything is fine, as long as you don't regret what has burned and left for dust... I had a dream... and the fire you started has finally started to burn all of my dreams....

Its All About You

  How do I begin, how can I start... How do I express what I feel in my heart? Should I say I adore your sweet smile or your tender touch... when its everything about you... that I love so much... Its the sound of your voice; when you talk... its the graceful movement in your walk... The way you look at me with your eye's... brighter than the stars that light up the night sky... Its like being in a dream that... Somehow came true... My dream began when I met... You...        

J.M.B. III

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Haunted!

 Tears fall in my sleep, screams are songs of defeat, I smile so you dont know, my hurt i'll never show, scars hiding in my heart, toss it out, that part of me is worthless and gone...

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Take on the world is to take on yourself

There are those of us who do not think like the masses and ignore others that are having a difficult times, few of us actually take the time to try and help our fellow companions. However there are those who willingly join the ban wagon and continue on with their grief and sorrows and try to take many with them along the road of misery. I can only simply advise that reguardless of any situation, top priority is one's self.  To manage and nurture one's selfsteem and heart is the only way to help those around you who need, seek, or want help.
   Those of us who choose to overcome our difficulties gain experience and learn to positively steer around most opsticals. We experience the proper way of thinking with our goals to be happier, better in mind and in doing so help others around us indirectly reaching out and pulling them out of the spiraling hole of misery and despare. We can only sucessfully help others when we help ourselves individually and learn what it is that we can offer others from our heart and healthy mind. So to better take on the world and upbuild others, we who choose to help must stay positive, patient, and aware of our goals when wanting to help others around us